just for Today, i will re,omd myself that I have a choice, to live in my disease or live in today, not pick up no matter what. needing to find some self-acceptance. I phoned Darts yesterday and there were 14 callers a head of me. set the receiver down, finished posting and went to bed and slept for almost 10 hours. I forgot about my phone until I noticed the receiver on my desk asking it, 'What are you doing there? Of course it said, 'Why you put me here!!
