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MajestyJo · 01-08-2014, 05:08 PM

I had the vision, of being in the deep end because I went one step too far and couldn't stop because I was on self-will, wanting to know, wanting to be in the know, instead of waiting for God's Will. We go seeking when in fact, He is there. We get ourselves in hot water, water over our head, and/or in deep water floundering, and wondering how we got there, without taking responsibility for our own actions and thoughts.

He is there, but so often, it is me who put me there. Either I am expecting Him to save me and I am back in my dis-ease, or I am not having thought and going along in my own way totally blocked from my God or turning Him out, because I want what I want.

01-08-2014, 05:08 PM	#2
MajestyJo Super Moderator Join Date: Aug 2013 Location: Hamilton, ON Posts: 25,078	I had the vision, of being in the deep end because I went one step too far and couldn't stop because I was on self-will, wanting to know, wanting to be in the know, instead of waiting for God's Will. We go seeking when in fact, He is there. We get ourselves in hot water, water over our head, and/or in deep water floundering, and wondering how we got there, without taking responsibility for our own actions and thoughts. He is there, but so often, it is me who put me there. Either I am expecting Him to save me and I am back in my dis-ease, or I am not having thought and going along in my own way totally blocked from my God or turning Him out, because I want what I want. __________________ Love always, Jo I share because I care.